Apart, each day my heart would
bleed, you were a world away,
I prayed for God to bring you
back to me. My love for you grew
And grew, steadfast and true.
The call was grave, I should have
known, all too soon I was alone.
faith wane, emotions would rise and
fall, you said that I must accept,
that you might not return at all.
My lonely heart crumbling in remorse,
you had set sail on a separate course.
I roam a house where passion lived,
your words to me, you had no more
to give.
I faced our friends with mounting shame,
they would not believe that I was not
the blame. Yet, I had nothing to prove,
it was you, not I, whose love had been
removed.
She could never love you the same as
I, no not in a thousand years, though
she may try. Yet, after all these years I
am on my own, sad, heartbroken and
alone.
Hold on dear heart I tried to persuade,
there will be other nights and other
days. I will find love from happier
men, who will bring ecstasy when our
hearts blend.
Therefore, my far away love, my world did
not end, I flourish, I have new friends.
I am sorry to hear that she left you for
another, yet I am blessed, while you now
live in your self-made world of loneliness
©2013.annjohnsonmurphree
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This is a lovely poem. I can relate to it so well. Too well in fact. But I have yet to move on. I miss him too much.
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This really hits close to home for me. Amazing poem!
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Did you write this with me in mind Ann? Resonates totally except the good bit at the end, not quite there yet and he’s still with his ‘soulmate’ and me, lonely cradling fractured heart.
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